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tQ abg... byk yg abg dah ajar tentang C.I.N.T.A From now on i know that i can't force u to love me.. even though u r my halal husband... ;) Itu dah tertulis... Qada' dan Qadar.. u can play me around but i can't... i don't know why... sometimes i feel like i'm a stupid wifey but it so okey... i have too except it.. u still my husband n i must respect u even u don't respect me... sound like i'm frustrated right!... of cource... coz this is the 3rd times... n i reallly sick of tis.. feel good hu!.. i noticed that from the day ur secret "pecah" u had became a really good husband... insaf atas segala yg berlaku... but one thing that still play around pusing pusing in my head is r u really appreciate me coz u love n don want to loose me or just appreciate me coz u already married me.. ermmm.. this kind of question really make me to gaduh wit u lah... mmg setan punyer keje kan... anyway i wanna thanx coz in 4 years we've been married u r the best man that i've known.. i hope u can give me ruang to appreciate and learn more about myself.. coz i've lost my keyakinan to b wit u... i'm really sorry... tis is my prob now.. ur going better but my heart is ON n OFF..